1.Decorated
Nothing comes from nowhere
One thing remains and I swear
Nail polish cellophane hair
Bleached, blonde burned down to the brain
I can't complain there's no shame in no fame
And still it all remains the same
And I want this game over
It's a fight to stay sober
And I got the pills for the pain the pain (pills for the pain)
Deep down inside I've got to chill and refrian (I'm going
insane)
These crazy thoughts are running round my brain
They're leading me to places decorated in flames
Dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-decorated in flames
I'm highly decorated
Decorated in flames, decorated in flames, decorated in flames
Who you motherfuckers think you are
Crazy Town him 'em hard like our boy Bernard
Clenched fists as I pace the yeard
So many tattoos I ain't got no room for scars
Escaped them all maked a brother break the law
Skip trial and escape tomorrow
Til I end up in the courtroom
White chucks, hair spiked up
With my double fat laces on
And I want this game over
It's a fight to let this life pass by you
And try to stay sober
Till the weed and the pipe with Ley come over
Till we fail again its pales of hen
So many tattoos the feds can't see my skin
So I think about my cell again
And my friends do you realize what kind of hell I'm in
And I got the pills for the pain the pain (pills for the pain)
Deep down inside I've got to chill and refrian (I'm going
insane)
These crazy thoughts are running round my brain
They're leading me to places decorated in flames
Dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-decorated in flames
I'm highly decorated
Decorated in flames, decorated in flames, decorated in flames
Tire tracks running down my veins
Dirty black slacks with the chrome hearts chaing
Got a record so dope they got to cut it the cane
I know you konw the face do you know the name
I know you seen the stars in magazines
Got drug dealers, street hookers, crooks and fiends
Me I'm hooked on Kush smoking northern green
Catching cheap thrills off the pills I fiend
2.Hurt You So Bad
(feat. Rivers Cuomo)
Now let me state it for the record
I'm jaded but when you looked at me
I couldn't escape it
I really hate it when I'm out of control
But baby after the show
My mind just wouldn't let go
Tell me was it a hallucination
That made me feel so alone
And even though I have never met you before
I can't get you out of my head
Now I'm pouring out my heart for you
I never meant to hurt you so bad
I'm just trying to get over you
I hope you never meant to hurt me so bad
Don't you feel the same way too
So now I sit and think of what I can say
When you look at me to re-ignite the connection
I'm gonna take you to a place beyond time
Somewhere that we've never been
Someplace that I couldn't find
Tell me if you're feeling my addiction
Without you I just can't disguise
How much I need to see your face one more time
I can't get you out of my head
Now I'm pouring out my heart for you
I never meant to hurt you so bad
I'm just trying to get over you
I hope you never meant to hurt me so bad
Don't you feel the same way too
3.Drowning
Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of opsticals
That almost seem impossible
And I thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drinking？
Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I a star but I still think ill never make it.
And I thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there something missing
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I
see go around me.
Am I drowning？
Am I fading away？
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
I e been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.
And I feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.
There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.
And I thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there something missing.
I running from myself and all the things I don like.
Living every night like it the last night.
And I thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I
see go around me.
Am I drowning？
Am I fading away？
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides.
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I
see go around me.
Am I drowning？
Am I fading away？
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Am I drowning？
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides.
4.Change
Now in these cynical times
Sterotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I'm trying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what I'll find
I'm like a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays
It's time for me to grow out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win
'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
My finger's pointing in the mirror
I'm the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got a son now
There's nothing new thay all said it
And I know it but I had to go throught it myself
I'm hard-headed
That's the only way I'll learn
Get caught in the fire ther's no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disquise
Living life loking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I？
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
I wanna run but if I run I'm only running form myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
I'm like a child playin' with matches that's never beeen burned
Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned
On a highway to a destinatin I've earned
So many exits, but I've never bothered to turn
I'm like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig
He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn
So now I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridge I've burned
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
5.Candy Coated
Now can you hear the cling-clang of my ball and chain gang？
The sound of heavy metal that tastes like cellophane
Collapsing every vein like umbrellas in heavy rain
My passion is pain
I do dirt to bury shame
I'm victimized an institution's no solution
A place where you're defenselss and guilt's the prosecution
Where necks are bound into slipknots of shallow souls
Walking narrow roads to be hung from gallow poles
Nobody knows me success has exposed me
To narrow-minded souls with goals to overthrow me
Suppose that I chose to live my life low-key
Would you act like you could teach
Where there is nothing you can show me
Don't you understand I'm the head of the class
A straight-A student not regretting the past
Chorus：
You see I'm ok now but I don't think it will last
Because reality is something I can't seem to grasp
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
Pulling me closer to death, I feel closer to death now
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
We only dig deeper by running away
It's deeper than what it looks like
We never got an equal shot so we took mics
Packed the candy-coated pain in the first pipo
That said my name and the candy-coated pain is the worst type
You got it nice my everyday is your worst night
The world is digging in my wounds screaming out I bet it hurts？
But it hurts more I got regrets but
I'm glad I took the prize behind the first door
What's the hurt for？
Everybody hungers peace but they thirst war
It's crazy I'm not complaining because I probably would have
tried better
And if people that I trusted weren't lie tellers
So keep your candy-coated pain to make the vibe better
Now all the songs I write sound like suicide letters
Chorus：
You see I'm ok now but I don't think it will last
Because reality is something I can't seem to grasp
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
Pulling me closer to death, I feel closer to death now
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
Guilty or innocent whatever pick the verdict
Sometimes a perfect picture's not so perfect
Though I could reverse the mixture it isn't worth it
Because my life seems to work no matter how bad I curse it
I only know a little but I feel so much
The pain brings me down but it reveals the rush
See I got my arms up just to shield the dust
Because I lust for the things I can't seem to touch
Arrest me if I follow you
You congest me I'm so hollow from your gift
You infect me when I cut you
Still the same still insane
I think I love you
(but fuck you)
Chorus：
You see I'm ok now but I don't think it will last
Because reality is something I can't seem to grasp
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
Pulling me closer to death, I feel closer to death now
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
6.Waste Of My Time
She was My Heart, my soul, my girl, my life
I want that shit, I'll make that sacrifice.
you know I know, you know What's on my mind
I like the sex but where just wastin' time
no replay's, like Shifty please stay
sick of breakin' up every other week day
and we cant seem to see, eye to eye
you even yell when I try to get high
and I cant keep you, your evil
and all my friends think that I should leave you
it's a stand still that I try to see through
but your actin' like a bitch so I got to leave you
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my
time, waste of my time
my time
you came, I went, you sore, I fucked, I left.
went neck to neck, but now it's sudden death.
get out of my bed, I came to make it mine.
don't wont no head, stop all that wastin' time.
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my
time, waste of my time
my time
waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of
my time
my time
I'm mad but, I packed your bags up.
put 'em by the door, you can have that stuff.
Story of them all, and a man's bad luck
but it's all for the best I guess, Next
now I feel like the man on the moon, like
staring down on the world lookin' for a new girl
and a new life, now I guess one day, some day I'm a get it right
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my
time, waste of my time
my time
your just a waste of my...
time
7.Sorry
I'm sorry, I'm not what you are,
so sorry, the ugly of it all,
all my life, I was beneath you,
it's all my fault please forgive me,
maybe I could change, maybe I could try,
maybe I could, but then again....
Why would I want to,
lie like you,
thieve like you,
hurt like you,
deceive like you,
connive like you,
cheat like you,
its not that hard to be like you,
but then again why would I want to？
I'm sorry, I am so ashamed,
so sorry I'll take all the blame,
all my life I've been so confused,
its all my fault, please forgive me,
maybe I could change,
maybe I could try,
maybe I could
I'm sorry, I'm not what you are,
so sorry, the ugly of it all,
all my life, I was beneath you,
its all my fault, please forgive me
8.Battle Cry
No time for words
Just choose sides
No fear'cause no one can hide
No room to keep this inside
I'm on the front line yellin' out the battle cry
I'm sick of waiting and hearing this instigation
It's time to take over the station
And get y'all pissed off
It's like my patience it's worse than the situation so i keep a
straight face and scream
All you all get lost
It's not society nah, can't beat sobriety
Something inside of me is keeping me down
It's 'cause you lie to me and take away my privacy
I used to stay quiet but look at me now
Chorus：
No time for words
Just choose sides
No fear 'cause no one can hide
No room to keep this inside
So where you at
Front line yellin' out the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
I could've sworn I heard the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
No! I won't calm down
No! I won't put my firearm down
Hell no! We're either leavin' here fightin' or we're writin'
some new rules
And I'm doing the writin'
Who are you to govern me how could you govern me if you got no
fuckin' love for me
I see the love but I don't see its brotherly
Ya love to rape me
Hate me
Smother me
So I'm gonna be steppin with my Armageddon
Weapon I'll wet 'em and let 'em
Step again Armageddon weapon will wet 'em again
Chorus：
No time for words
Just choose sides
No fear 'cause no one can hide
No room to keep this inside
So where you at
Front line yellin' out the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
I could've sworn I heard the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
I used to stay quiet
But look at me now!!
9.Take It To The Bridge
Triple X bottle
Role models from hell
Livin' our dreams
We like to scream and yell
White boys B boys
Raised in the gutter
I said when I grew up I'd be a bad motherfucker
Nothing's gonna stop me now
I'm breakin' the rules
I'm gonna do it if it's not allowed
Thought I wouldn't when I would
Would when I wouldn't
But I did it for the reason everybody said I couldn't
I'm putting my best foot down like what now
Let's take it to the bridge and jump the fuck down
Fuck it like a clown jump off a building in a bucket
The worst is yet to come
Here it comes
So bum rush it
Chorus：
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off
(repeat)
Are you ready to jump？
Are you ready to leap？
Well, the head rush is heavy but for many too deep
That we're speeding up the world to keep the timing on beat
It keeps reminding everybody who's a pyramid freak
The pyramid eye
The figure inside
The leader that you follow to the day that you die
We always bring it live which makes it easy to choose
Ain't no grieving or consoling or singing the blues
So when the levee breaks just remember the drums
And when the levee breaks don't forget how to run
Remember what I've done and everything I say
I'm living proof that you can jump and live to try it again!
Chorus：
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off
(repeat)
I'm torn like Korn playing follow the leader
In a baggy pair of Dickies and a dirty wife beater
Should they rate a CD like a movie in a theatre
Should they blame it on me
I say they blame it on you
Or blame it on the world there's no excuse for the things we do
Life's a maze I'll be amazed if I find my way through
One two
Tell whatchya gonna do
You gonna jump off a bridge like I told you to
That's right
Bum rush the stage
Whatchya made of
How much can you take？
Half of my life's been one big mistake
But no one's gonna take my place
One two tell me whatchya gonna do
Are you gonna jump off the bridge like I told you to
That's right
Bum rush the stage
Whatchya made of
How much more can you take
Chorus：
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off
(repeat)
Monkey see
Monkey do
Don't try to be like me you gotta be like you
If you can hear this you're catchin' a contact
If you can hear this you're bumpin the sound
If you're in earshot you're catchin' a contact
If you can hear this you're bumpin the sound
Chorus：
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off
(repeat)
Jump of a the bridge if I told you to
Take it to the bridge and jump
10.Skulls And Stars
I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky
I went from crawling around to being able to fly
Saw no future for me until I opened my eyes
I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky
I tried love, heaven, hope and takin' chances
And all I got were broken dreams and failed romances
Suffered to a life of skin covered in scratches
Looking for the light but I could never find the passage
Tension, stress, pain yeah you best believe it
Nose bleeding from my false way to relieve it
Enough confusion to make serenity sick
All my fake friends became my enemies quick
Everyday I found another way to make excuses
Took the ropes I was supposed to climb and made nooses
Being stupid always giving in to the myth
That life wasn't even worth living like this
A grown man trapped inside a young man's skin
With resentment very very deep within
On a mission to end up either dead or in jail
No wonder everybody always said that I would fail
I found myself locked in a cell and I was just another number
The thin ice was cracking and I was sinking under ... in with
sorrow
Worried 'bout today dread would happen by tomorrow
Who knows the answers well nobody knows for certain
The evil things I did when I chose to close the curtain
Perhaps I should relapse quit relapse quit
Force it back and relax with a sack of good shit
Now I find myself in a candlelit depression
Using sex like drugs just to handle my aggression
i had a little, had a lot, had it all and then I lost it
Stars are in my eyes and skeletons are in my closet
Now when I open my eyes and I rise from the dead
Take control of my soul cause the lies are in my head
The right way is the left way and the left way is wrong
So I'm left with the right way and the right way is long
So for once in my life I truly feel like I belong
So I'll appreciate today and every day until I'm gone
I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky...
11.Beautiful
Now when the shit goes down, I'm always forced to grow
forced to see all the things that I still don't know
and if there's one thing I've learned,
it's never too late to take a fucked up life to a beautiful
state
Caus' I came from the bottom so I treasure the top
at times it seems the dreams are just a long shot
when the worlds crashing down, when the drama wont stop
your chained to the past and you cant break the lock
Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole
world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end
how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know
My addiction used to hold me, like a lover feelin' lonely
I was down by broken dreams and when I felt the world owed me
I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen
my soul was cold and drowning from the tears iv tried to hold in
overwhelmed by my emotions, and haunted by the past
my head was overheating and my heart was in a cast
my mind was in the gutter, my ass was in a sling
driven by destruction
young and fuckin' everything
Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole
world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end
how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know
how far now will I go and will I grow
so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful
Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole
world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end
Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole
world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end
Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole
world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end
(how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know
how far now will I go and will I grow
so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful)
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